Trying to Pass Time

Just to warn you, I'm going to complain and whine for a minute, so you don't have to listen!  I have less than three weeks until I know I will have this baby.  My c-section is scheduled for May 19th, and tomorrow is May!  I am so excited!  Except that thinking of the next almost three weeks feels like forever!  I am not sleeping, and walking actually HURTS!  It's not just awkward, it hurts!  And, to make it worse, I was simply walking across the living room today and tripped on our rug, which is only a half an inch thick, if that, but it is apparently too high for me!  Thankfully, I did not fall, but catching myself felt like I was ripping myself wide open!  I think I pulled a groin muscle.  So, walking was already hard, and now it's even harder!  Especially stairs, or anything I have to lift my legs up at all on.  And, for the last two nights, and now again tonight, my back is aching on my left side by my kidney.  I'm thinking it's just from the extra weight of my stomach making my back hurt, and everything "softening" to get ready for labor (which my body doesn't know I don't have to do), but I can't find a position that helps!  I'm retaining water more, so to use a phrase my cousin used, I now have "cankles".  So, while I am finally counting down and know I am close to the end, I also feel like these last few weeks are going to take forever, and I'm not sure what to do to pass the time.  I have pretty much everything ready for the baby when he gets here, which is good because my ability to actually accomplish a big task right now is pretty much at zero.  So, just when I really want time to pass quickly, I've lost my ability to do much to help that happen!  Instead, I just sit here a good part of the day, trying to still be somewhat of a mother to my other kids, but all while sitting down and moving as little as possible!  Anybody jealous yet?!